For most of my life, I thought my emotions were a problem to fix. I was either holding everything in or falling apart. Loving too hard, reacting too fast, or shutting down when things got heavy. I told myself I was being “dramatic,” when in truth, I was just sensitive to life. I felt it all. No one ever taught me how to hold that much feeling. How to turn my breakdowns into breakthroughs. So I learned to harden — to chase control, perfection, and performance — believing peace would come once I had everything “figured out.” It never did. My real freedom came the day I stopped trying to escape the pressure and started dancing with it. I learned that my emotions weren’t evidence of weakness, they were the initiation into my power. That’s exactly why I'm hosting The Pleasure n' Pain Party. A space to help women transmute chaos into calm, control into courage, and pain into pure pleasure. Because the truth is, you were never meant to numb your emotions. You were meant to master them.